home=rumah, sick=sakit

gw homesickkkk bgt!
rasanya gw ogn cepet2 aja balik ke bogor.
rasanya pengen gw skip aja kuliah yang masih 2 minggu lagi.
andai hidup seperti video, gw mau ngerewind ke jaman sma.
andai hidup bisa di cepetin(istilahnya naon ya??) gw pengen nyepetin ke tanggal 18 sore lah. saat gw uda libur kuliah. ato ngga gw mau nge skip ampe gw udah lulus jadi dokter.
tapi hidup itu tidak sama dengan kaset video,
ga bisa diputer balik,ga bisa diskip, ga bisa di pause.
hidup itu sebuah perjalanan yang harus dilewati. sebuah proses menuju kedewasaan.
meskipun sulit, tapi pada saat itulah manusia bisa berkembang.

btw, gw homesick berat nih. pengen nangis tapi gabisa lagi euy.
gw kangen smua kluarga gw.
sedih aja tiap hari sabtu-minggu, hari dimana harusnya berkumpul bersama kluarga, gw sendiri terdampar disini.
kayak sabtu ini, gw pengen bgt ngummpul ma kluarga, tapi disini gw ikut tes toefl, pergi ke kampus atas, balik ke kosan, ngerjain sgala pekerjaan rumah dan sendiri lagi di kamar meskipun gw bisa bolak-balik main ke kamar orang. gw ga ngeluh kok. gw hanya beruneg-uneg kalo gw pengen bgt pulang ke rumah. sekedar meluk mereka smua. dan cerita ama mereka smua. sahur bareng kluarga, buka bareng kluarga, gw hanya pengen itu.

skarang tiap denger suara pesawat lewat, rasanya hati gw teriris-iris.
gw pengen bgt deh jadi salah satu pennumpang pesawat itu, pulang ke jakarta terus naik bis damri ke baranangsiang, naik angkot 05 nyampe rumah.

Another summer day
has come and gone away
In Paris or Rome...
but I wanna go home
...uhm Home
may be surrounded by
a million people I
still feel all alone
just wanna go home
I miss you, you know

And I've been keeping all the letters
that I wrote to you,
Each one a line or two
I'm fine baby, how are you?
I would send them but I know that it's just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane, another sunny place,
I'm lucky I know
but I wanna go home
I got to go home

Let me go home

I'm just too far from where you are
I wanna come home


And I feel just like I'm living
someone else's life
It's like I just stepped outside
when everything was going right
And I know just why you could not come along with me
This was not your dream
but you always believed in me...

Another winter day
Has come and gone away
in either Paris or Rome
and I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I'm surrounded by
A million people I
still feel alone
Let me go home
I miss you , you know

Let me go home
I've had my run
baby I'm done
I gotta go home

Let me go home
it'll all be alright
I'll be home tonight
I'm coming back home"
michael buble-home